By Julia Llewellyn Smith Wednesday July 17 2024, 10.45pm, The Times
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July 20, 2024
When track endurance cyclist Dame Laura Kenny, neé Trott, returned from the Tokyo Olympics, held in 2021, life could not have seemed more stellar. Having just raised her tally of gold medals to five, she was the most decorated female Olympic athlete in Britain’s history, as well as the first to take golds at three consecutive games. Combine those with the seven cycling golds of her husband Sir Jason Kenny — the most of any British athlete — the couple have accumulated more Olympic medals than 100-plus countries have done in their entire history. They were (and are) sport’s Beyoncé and Jay-Z: seemingly superhuman. “The medals were starting to look quite worn. I worry about them — you don’t want them really tatty, so I framed each and every one of them, which was a task in itself,” Kenny, 32, says now. “We’ve got 12, so we joked about a gold-medal clock. Now someone’s offered to make us one — that would be a pretty cool centrepiece in our hall.” We’re sitting in a bar in Macclesfield near Kenny’s Cheshire home. My train was delayed, so we’re meeting when she should be on the school run, having drafted in her father to collect her six-year-old son Albie. “Don’t worry, Dad’s used to it,” she shrugs cheerily. With her multiple ear piercings, long — slightly tangled — blonde hair, ultra-sharp and manicured nails and outfit of baggy beige jacket and matching trousers, Kenny’s breezy, down-to-earth persona is utterly at odds with the one we’ve watched compete in alien-style garb of helmet, visor and Lycra bodysuits, primed since the age of eight to excel at nothing but turning left “round and round, day after day, lap after 250-metre lap”, pushing herself so hard she always vomited on finishing. “Normally, they pull out a bag for me to be sick in, but at Tokyo there was no one there and I threw up on Sir Brad’s [Wiggins] feet – that’s probably the most embarrassing thing I’ve ever done. He just turned away.” The public’s always warmed to that human side of Kenny — ever since she charmed us aged 20 at London 2012 by bagging her first two golds, then being snapped snogging Jason, her secret boyfriend at the time, at the beach volleyball behind David Beckham. “Prince Harry was like, ‘Ooh, you two be careful with all these photographers around.’ We were like, ‘They are not going to be interested in us.’ Next morning, we were all over the newspapers.” Yet her sunny demeanour doesn’t detract from the fact that immediately after the Tokyo Games things took a very dark turn. Kenny was desperate for a sibling for Albie, but in late 2021 had a miscarriage. Then in January 2022, she had an ectopic pregnancy that resulted in emergency surgery. “It was horrendous, really difficult,” says Kenny, who’s also won seven world championship titles. “The chances of having a miscarriage, then an ectopic, are something like 1 per cent. So I kept asking myself, ‘Why do I deserve this?’ For a long time after that I turned in within myself. I just couldn’t speak to anyone; I wasn’t the very open Laura I am normally. I didn’t know how to voice how I was feeling.” Few suspected her turmoil. Before the 2022 Commonwealth Games, Kenny “painted the picture of being the same happy Laura”, even when one night she broke down, crying hysterically on her mother. The next day she won gold in the Scratch race. “I wasn’t the best rider on that day — I was just tactically spot-on,” she says with characteristic frankness. “I thought, ‘Why can’t I have that luck in my personal life?’ My body would give me that [cycling success], but it wouldn’t give me the thing I really, really wanted, which was another baby.” Bolton-born Jason, 36, was also struggling. “Everyone forgets about the man,” Kenny continues. “I appreciate I’d had to go through a really scary operation but he was having to hold the fort at home and it was all, ‘Is Laura OK?’ Not once did anyone ask about him. Actually, a lady did once in a Q&A and he just choked up in front of an audience of 300 people. So I couldn’t share with him how bad I was feeling, because I knew he felt even worse. We both just kept it in. I was consumed by my own brain.” She never had therapy, but eventually she broke down in the kitchen with Jason, after which they began talking. “It was so hard, but after that I started to accept what had happened.” At the end of 2022 she conceived their son Monty, although this pregnancy was full of fear. “All the time you’re just waiting for bad news. I must have spent thousands on private scans just to put my mind at ease. Even giving birth wasn’t simple like it was with Albie. It was a bit of a nightmare, Monty’s heart rate disappeared for a bit. I just wanted to hear him cry and have him lie on my chest.” Monty’s now just turned one. There seemed no reason why — although Jason had retired after Tokyo — Kenny couldn’t boost the family medal haul at the Paris Games starting next week. But in March, she announced she too was leaving the sport. This doesn’t mean she’ll disappear from view — at Paris she’ll be in the BBC commentary box. “I’m not putting on my slippers yet,” she chortles. The decision to quit cycling, she says, “came really easily”, propelled by her difficulties conceiving. “With Albie, I’d got pregnant straight away [and] I was back after six months. I’d just bring in my mum if I needed help and it didn’t feel like a sacrifice. But with Monty, I was really struggling to leave him. It was like, ‘Why am I giving up this time when I’ve wanted you for two and a half years?’ That’s not taking away from how we juggled things with Albie — I loved that. It was just a totally different mindset.” Yet even with Albie, there were challenges. Getting back on the saddle was physically agonising. Everything the Kennys had previously “selfishly” avoided to preserve their superpowers — socialising (the risk of catching a cold), any weekend outings (too exhausting), even vacuuming the house — now had to be embraced because their son’s wellbeing came first. He travelled all over the world with them, even if he kept both up crying the night before big races. It was only when they went to Tokyo that Covid rules meant he had to stay behind with her parents. “I’d never left him before and it was heartbreaking. But once there, I must admit we did get a lot of sleep. I had a good time. I just wish he could have seen me compete.” Kenny thinks motherhood made her a better athlete. “I’d given up so much time with Albie, I felt Tokyo needed to be worth it. It’s not that you haven’t given 100 per cent before, but once your little one’s at home, you give 101 per cent.” It’s often said elite sportspeople die twice, the first time being when they retire. The spectre of former greats such as the aforementioned Bradley Wiggins, now bankrupt and homeless, haunts many. Yet after decades of missing “parties, proms, you name it” in order to prioritise training, Kenny’s revelling in her new life of mums’ WhatsApp groups and endless rounds of children’s parties. “Before everyone saw me as an athlete; now I’m just Albie’s mum and I’m loving every minute of it. I thought I might miss the routine and we still have the school run, but it’s so refreshing to wake up and think, ‘Oh, what should we do today?’ rather than the fixed plan that had been my life for so long. “As an athlete, you don’t really live like your mates do, even on your breaks, whereas now I can literally do what I want. When we were training, we just wouldn’t have taken Albie to a theme park because it would have meant one long day on our feet. You could never do anything too energetic. But now, at Easter, Jason was away at a camp. It was the first holiday I’d had where I said to Albie, ‘You tell me what you want to do and we’ll do it.’ I think he thinks I’m quite cool. At children’s parties I get stuck in. I’ll think, ‘Oh God, I just lifted someone’s child into a treehouse. I hope they can get down — I hope the mum’s not watching.’ ” Monty sleeps just as badly as his brother. “But now, although I might have to get up early to do an appearance, it’s not the same as having to be physically ready to race. If I’m a bit tired, I’ll have a coffee. It doesn’t really matter.” Until very recently, I’d never have had such a conversation with an elite sportswoman. Motherhood and gold medals were virtually mutually exclusive. Now that’s all changed. “Once one brave person does it you realise it’s possible. Denise Lewis [the heptathlete, now a mother of four] competed — that seems like a distant memory. Then Jessica Ennis-Hill [who was also a heptathlete and is a mother of two]. Suddenly it was like, ‘Oh, hang on! This could be a thing.’ ” • Keeping up with the Kennys: how Laura and Jason became Team GB’s greatest Olympians Now, UK Sport has compiled guidelines for mothers which all sports governing bodies must follow. “With Jason and me it was still a bit different because we were both competing. so they couldn’t say, ‘Oh, leave the baby home with Dad.’ We trialled everything and British Cycling were brilliant at helping me and shaping a template for how it could work for other people. I’m pretty sure this time there are more mums competing for Team GB than ever before — I can name two cyclists straight off the bat. Charlotte Dujardin [the dressage gold medallist] has had a baby, Bianca Williams [the sprinter]… Loads of women.” Kenny was born eight weeks prematurely with a collapsed lung. She and her older sister, Emma, also a cyclist, grew up in Cheshunt, Hertfordshire. Their father, Adrian, was an accountant, their mother, Glenda, a teaching assistant. On holiday to the US when Kenny was eight, Glenda — then eight and a half stone overweight — was mortified to be told she was too heavy to board a cable car ride. “I didn’t understand at the time but I remember Mum being upset a lot — things like she felt really large on the aeroplane. Back home, everything in the house changed: the next day we had no crisps or sweets. That definitely helped the whole family.” The weight was shed in 18 months, an example that instilled in Kenny her ruthlessness. “I’m such a determined person because I have Mum as my role model.” As part of the weight-loss campaign, the whole family started having sessions at the local velodrome. Kenny was already super-sporty — she was especially good at trampolining. “But then I started winning at cycling.” She chuckles cheekily. “I liked that feeling.” Even though she remembers being physically sick with nerves before big races, her parents “never pushed me. Some days I’d need more encouragement than others. Mum would say, ‘Well, why don’t you just start the race? If you don’t want to finish it, just pull over — it doesn’t matter.’ When I look back, everything was fun.” She’s intent on being equally relaxed with Albie, who doesn’t enjoy riding his bike to school. “The number of times I’m saying, ‘Albie, we’re nearly home,’ drives me up the wall.” Kenny declared previously her son hadn’t a competitive bone in his body. “But we’ve just had sports day and I saw a very different Albie. He won his running race and I was so pleased. He’s got his dad’s fast twitch [muscle fibres built for speed], definitely.” Was there a mums’ race? “There wasn’t! I was gutted,” Kenny cackles. Other parents don’t treat her any differently from anyone else, not least because several well-known sportspeople’s children, including Sir Chris Hoy’s, also attend Albie’s school. “Luckily, they’re in the year below us so they’ll never be in the same parents’ race. Chris would destroy us.” Albie’s played some football but Kenny was “horrified” by parents bellowing on the sidelines. “The language was horrendous! You’re never going to encourage a six-year-old to compete when every time he steps on a field, adults shout at him. Cycling is very friendly.” The tennis community’s equally supportive, at least that’s been Kenny’s impression of the local club that Albie’s joined. “But even if he’s fast — and he should be coming from Jason and me — it’s whether he’s got the will. Sport’s savage. You might take it a step forward, and then the next year they say, ‘Hang on, you’re not good enough. Go back.’ If he’s got the mentality for that — great. If not, we’ll find something else.” On International Women’s Day, she allowed Albie to take one of her medals out of its frame and into school. “I was a bit worried because I’ve seen a couple of people drop theirs and they smash just like that. I’m not sure you can get them replaced.” She laughs merrily. Kenny may be demob happy, but won’t she feel differently in Paris watching her peers from the commentary box? “I’ve spoken to Jessica Ennis-Hill and Denise Lewis. They both said be ready to feel nervous and like you wish you were racing. I hope I won’t, but I just don’t know. But being on the other side brings a different excitement. Normally, the Olympics are so stressful. You enjoy the race but you don’t really take in any of the atmosphere; cycling tends to fall at the end, so you don’t get to do any of the partying in the Olympic village. This time I feel I’ll be able to enjoy the Olympics for what it is.” Kenny beams, then pronounces — again with that unwavering champion’s determination — “I’m going to have fun.”